Retreats 2014
It is June 4, and I can hardly believe that the 2013/14 retreat season is over. As I reflect on the past five retreats, my thoughts are filled with laughter, delight, awe, and wonder.
I laugh at the memories of young people in California, Texas, Florida, Pennsylvania, and Ohio gargling tunes and peeling bananas with their toes. I delight in remembering the Regional Reps sharing their “I Am Second” testimonies. I am in awe of the way G-d met us through the desert experiences and night hikes. I am filled with wonder as I remember the clear night skies, littered with stars.
Do you remember putting your “nerd glasses” on with Rabbi Tim? Do you remember watching Rabbi Matt cry as he read his father’s poem? Do you remember watching each other bravely step up to the front, sharing your talents during our Desert Theater variety show?
Do you remember sitting in G-d’s beautiful creation, having your one on one’s with G-d each morning? What did G-d speak to you about during that time? What did you sense? What did you feel?
Do you remember reflecting your fingernails off the dancing fire of the Havdalah candle and singing along during the traditional blessings?
Do you remember rolling the dice during your core group time and building team pyramids, playing Duck, Duck Goose, and being led blindly around your core group circles?
Do you remember listening to Scott Hamilton’s “I am Second” testimony? Do you remember the songs sung by the worship team? Do you remember seeing people dance and sing, expressing their love for G-d?
Do you remember the Q&A time? What surprised you during that time? What questions did you go home and continue thinking about? What answers changed the way you think about yourself?
At each retreat, we’re given a little glimpse into Heaven. For one weekend, we’re able to retreat from the worries and chaos of the world and come together. We get to meet people who understand us. We get to laugh together, cry together, cheer for one another, and learn from one another. We get to hike into the night together. We get to worship together. We get to be real together.
And then the weekend comes to a close. Sometimes, we mourn the loss of the retreat ending, wondering why our regular lives don’t feel quite like our retreat lives do. Perhaps they’re not supposed to. Maybe we’re longing for something greater, something larger than life, something that can’t quite be experienced on this earth, and these retreats offer a tiny little glimpse into what we are longing for.



