Last Shabbat of 2020
A reflection on the Torah portion and 2020.

This is the last Shabbat of 2020. It’s been a year filled with difficulties, unknowns about the future, and tragedies. Yet as we read today’s Torah portion, we see that when God writes a story, it’s ultimately a story of redemption...
I knew the journey of Joseph’s life. But last year, listening to sermons from Rabbi David Rosenberg, I realized there was another story I had missed- the life of Judah.
Judah was the one who convinced the rest of his brothers to “spare” Joseph and only sell him into a life of slavery. Joseph seems to trust in God and release the bitterness that could have overwhelmed him. But Judah doesn’t seem to be able to live with the guilt of what he’s done. Right after selling Joseph, Gen. 38:1 tells us that Judah walked away from his family. The rest of the chapter is the not-so-kosher story of a man whose life is marked by guilt, shame, sin, and death.
But that all turns around in today’s Torah portion. It’s the story of Judah’s redemption. He goes from the one selling his brother Joseph into slavery to one who offers himself as a slave in place of his brother Benjamin. It appears that Benjamin, their dad’s new favorite son, has been caught red-handed stealing from the Egyptians and is condemned to a life of slavery as punishment. Now their dad will relive the loss of Joseph. His heart will probably not be able to handle this second loss. He probably won’t be able to forgive his other sons. All the pain of the past resurfaces in this darkest moment. But Judah pleads to take Benjamin’s place in the longest speech recorded in the Torah. That transformation and sacrificial love ignites Joseph’s heart. He reveals himself to his brothers. And forgiveness, reconciliation, and restoration comes to their broken family.
May this season and new year be marked by redemption, reconciliation, and restoration, because we have a God who does his best work in the darkest of moments. #YMJAShabbatShalom
By: Ravi G.
December 26, 2020



