HOPE
And now, O Lord, for what do I wait? My hope is in you.” Psalm 39:7
If I could wish one thing, I would want every person reading this to live this verse. Simply because my words are so small compared to the power in it. Every time I read it, all I can hear is the desperate cry of a heart calling out to God.
Our God is a God of miracles. He’s a God of second chances, a God of hope: and I say that with all the conviction in me.
“And one of the scribes came up and heard them disputing with one another, and seeing that He answered them well, asked Him, ‘Which commandment is the most important of all?’ Yeshua answered, ‘Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one. And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.” Mark 12:30
I didn’t realize until recently just how much strength I wasn’t loving God with. Yeshua says this command is part of the most important of all of them.
A few weeks ago, I was praying, and as I prayed, liturgy started flowing off my tongue. As I spoke the v’ahavta, the words, “Love the Lord with all your strength,” stuck in my mouth like glue as I realized that it was one thing to speak the words to my spirit and another to actually put it into action in my heart and mind. The Holy Spirit seemed to be whispering, “Where is your strength, child? When will I be given all of you? When will you trust me with the parts of yourself that you think are the only things left to support you? Only I can do that.”
This experience made me take a step back and look. Where was my strength being spent? My puny, finite, weak “strength” I claimed to have? My house of carefully built emotions, expectations, relationships, and priorities was breaking down at the very foundation; and I, the inexperienced carpenter, was attempting to fix it using the equivalent of a stapler and Elmer’s glue. Suddenly, I realized that the quiet, crushing, weight that was on my shoulders for who knows how long did NOT have to be there.
When we ask Yeshua into our hearts, we make a covenant with Him. He promises unconditional love and acceptance into His family, while we promise to promise all we have to offer the King of Kings himself: ourselves. THIS is why the v’ahavta is part of the most important commandment. Our father knows that if we try to support the foundations of our own crumbling house, we will collapse. Any strength we have comes from Him in the first place, so the absolute best thing to do with it is use it to love the giver of all that we have. Strength spent loving God is multiplied ten fold!
And for the times when we have no strength left, there’s good news: He gladly also accepts our weakness as an offering. (Psalm 51:17) Powerful things are done through the person who loves God with ALL that they have to offer.
I’ve realized that at the end of me, of all I’ve tried to make myself out to be, there lie incredible things. Things that God is just waiting to make into something beautiful! Things that God is wanting to make beautiful in you as well. Whether in weakness or strength, whether we sink or swim, our Father has promised us a safe place. A haven to rest in while we catch our breath. A hope and a strength that can’t be rivaled.
“And now, O Lord, for what do I wait? My hope is in you.” Psalm 39:7
by Whitney Tattersall
YMJA SE Regional Rep



